musesofdesign:

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gregmelander:

ROSEWOOD INTERIOR

A super cool Wood and Titanium ring with a Rosewood interior with by Hers Teller. via Katie McKenzie. 

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I’m done.

(Source: erosum, via earthinbalance)

just tried frenchy’s fried chicken thanks to Tito.

soooo goooodl

Never

I’m not sure what’s going in my mind, but I know I do not trust in myself much. I’m scared, for a lot of things. I’m not as strong as I look from the outside, I am insecure and have feelings too. I can be broken and torn apart as well, and I have been. I do not wish to go through that again.

I’m scared, this is a new thing after a long time. The last time I had something with someone, it turned out bad. Really bad, catastrophic and now we don’t even appreciate each other’s existence, was I really that bad? Was it my fault?

I cannot seem to stop thinking that I am not good enough, that I will never be good enough! It hurts, and that why I sometimes shy away. Maybe that’s why I like being with you so much, because you are different, you are happy and seem like a nice person. But that’s the same thing I thought about the others.. I try really hard to not think of you that way, I want to believe that you are different, but I have been broken and hurt so badly that it can be hard to trust people again.

I do have a trust issue. I hate trusting people. It’s hard and nearly everybody that I have given my trust has left or hurt me, so I do not want to give it out like pancakes, Earn it! 

I want to believe that you are different, because i feel you are different. I know you have been through a lot, through pain and suffering, so you kind of get the jist of things. But sometimes my mind gets clouded and it sucks. You care for me, you genuinely do and I see it, but my mind sometimes tells me otherwise. Of all the bad things that has happened with the others.

Plus you have so many other guys that like you, why me? I am afraid that one day you will leave just like that. Yes I am insecure, so what? Can I not be? So many guys after you, I fear that one day you will be snatched and I will be left hurt. But I do see that you must be with me because of something you saw in me that the others lacked, yet I am insecure. This feeling of having something with someone is pretty new after having to shut everyone out for so long. I do not know how it happened, how you broke through my barriers, but you did. And I am glad.

Hopefully you are different. Different than the others. I hope that I can make and keep you happy as well, but I still fear. I will always fear, of being hurt again.

Too many times has this happened, too many times have I lied to myself. I hope that you are different, I hope that you are true to yourself and to me. I hope I can overcome this fear one day. This insecurity, fear of getting hurt and fear of trusting people whole heartily.

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” 

(Source: lejimmy)

Thanks for being an awesome partner!

And i’m not just saying it, it’s because I mean it. Thanks for taking care of me when we were in Dallas, this is a little something to show my appreciation.

what-a-climber:

Ashima Shiraishi at Hueco Tanks in Texas with her climbing coach Obe Carrion

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And it was an experience out there. Dallas is so much better than Houston, no kidding! It had so much life and architecture and it was so clean!

I really enjoyed Dallas and would definitely go back in the near future.

I visited the Nasher Sculpture Center and the Rachofsky House on day one. The Kimbell Art Museum and the Modern Art Museum of Fort Wort. I could say a million things and try to justify how awesome these buildings were, but it still would not do it justice. You have to experience it!

I do have to say, the Modern Art Museum of Fort Wort was the winner for me. Plus I got to see Tadao Ando’s sketches, that was so cool!